andrew and esther *
Saturday, March 25, 2006 <3 dark chocolate dream
hey i'm back to blog!
so exciting! =)
sorry for my long absence yah? made Andrew write 4 entries in a row, while i, on the other hand was too lazyy to blog. ahhs, but now that i've started, i've got so much to tell!
the March holidays was just pure bliss! so carefree, so free of worries from tests or homework. managed to meet andrew everyday! for breakfast for lunch, or even just to spend some time to see each other. thanks to dearie Andrew for always willing to sacrifice his time to send me home, waking up early to meet me for breakfast and sending me to school, sending me home, bringing me around for lunch, despite having to prepare for his block test the upcoming week. it really really meant alotalot to me. =))
oh and we celebrated our 2nd month! well, as Andrew has mentioned, it might not seem anything great, but i really enjoyed myself that day. although there were some hiccups, everything turned out great in the end. most of all, it wasn't what we did, or what we ate (although they might play a part) but the company, and the fact that it is our 2nd month already!! honestly, in the beginning, i never thought we'd get that far. i couldn't see that start or the end, but now everything's just fallen into place nicely. and there'll be just so much more to comee! ooohs, i just love you dear! thanks for making that day and everyday all so special.
we got so used to spending so much time together during the holidays that just not hearing or seeing each other first thing in the morning felt so empty. like on friday when i had band prac early in the morning, and andrew was too tired to meet me, time seemed to drag by so slowly to the time when he would return back from his performance at the British embassy. Only to see his tired face as he trudged back to the band rm. =p it was great to be back at his side again. Sunday was the worst of it all when i had amkssband performance at The Esplanade. it was one whole day without seeing andrew! PLUS, as you know, esplanade doesnt have very good reception! so the only thing linking us two was the phoneline- msging and calling at random times. hahas..although i never got to see him, it was still nice to have his never failing company with me. thank you dear, loads, for always always being there. even though sometyms i'm so busy and leave you alone, you never fail to understand. =)
aahs, i don't think i shall make this entry into another draggy, long acount. so, to sum it all up, all 71 days of it - a DREAM [meaning: something notable for its beauty, excellence, or enjoyable quality]. hmms, but only in this dream, you can feel the pain when you pinch yourself. so it is the same, this dream didn't come without its tangible hurts, anger and disappointment. i can say this dream is filled with warm, dark chocolate. [yummy! andrew and my fav! ok shant digress..] dark chocolate is of course, known for it's bitter-sweet taste. dark chocolate wouldn't be dark chocolate without it's bitter taste, and that is what make people like it. of course in this dream, there was the sweet taste: countless and countless "ups' in the past 2mths 1odays- to watch you smile, to hear you laugh, to see you go high. to know that you're alright, to know that your day went great. to just spend what time we have, together. (: But it wouldn't have been complete with its "downs", just like dark chocolate wouldn't be complete without it's bitterness. And through it all, we've grown so much closer. Got to see each other's crazy, down, angry, lame and even scary side.=x And yet, there's still so much to know about each other. So much to talk about, so much to share: our hopes, our fears, our worries, our dreams...
i truly appreciate everything about it, savour every single moment, both bitter and sweet. i'm loving it. i'm loving Andrew loads n loads.
Want to remind you dear, that your problems are my problems too, and you should never be afraid to share them with me. do not worry about giving me extra burdens, because we are supposed to share anything and everything together, right? And i look forward to the never ending darkchocolate dream! P.s. darkchocolates are still "majorly" sweet. haha. wells, sweet or bitter, i'll still love you all the same dear. yahs? *muacks*
<3
esther ;
neveralone ;11:47 PM
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